Playground of Princess Nysa

I am writing this post now not because I feel like writing anything but I am just too bored. Many things happened for the past few months while I am absent from the blogging world. I changed a new job, met new people and I felt that my mindset is changing as the days goes by.

I am now seeking for the direction of my life.

Wish me all the best =)

Ho! How’s have everyone been?

I apologize to all the friends who actually made the effort to ask me out but was turn down by me.

I am truly sorry about all these because I really do not have time. I have been working a lot of overtime for the past few months as I am preparing renewals and documents for some big companies so everything was in a rush. To make things worst, I also need to guide some new staff and that really screw up my working schedule.  I couldn’t complete my work during office hour so in the end I need to wait till evening when most people have gone home to complete my staff. How pathetic!

Luckily I had no school for the past months so I could stay overtime to finish up my staff. However, on the brighter side, my boss actually gave me a big fat increment from this July onwards and I am going to get a very good VB too because she said I deserved it and she gave me really good marks for my appraisal. I couldn’t wait till Tuesday to look at my pay slip!

Actually I pretty much wants to leave this job because of the change in management in my department and many things that have happened, even though it dose not involve me, however it still affected me indirectly. But after all this things that my boss went through for me, guess I cannot be a f**ker to just leave like this. I will give myself until year 2009 to make the decision.

So in the end because of all this, I couldn’t meet my friends and also cannot join my working kaki for dinner and stuff at times. How sad! But nonetheless they are all very understanding.

And yes, I am going to wear braces soon after much long thoughts and decision making. Both the boyfriend and my parents felt that if it is something that will make me feel better than I should go do it. So hopefully I can get it all done within this few months. I can foresee the pain that I will be going through. Hopefully it won’t be that pain and I can grab this opportunity to shed off some fats from my body and have healthier meal so that my blemishes can quickly clear up. I know I will miss lots of food so I am going to eat as much hard food now as possible. My Steak! Lol.

Yah and I will like to introduce something good to all you girls out there, think most of you had heard about the bb cream from Korea and I must really urge you all to try it out, especially the Aloe Sun BB Cream from Skinfood. This BB cream has got SPF20+ and I must say the oil control is pretty good. You can use it as a foundation even though it is quite thin and do not really have very good coverage but I still found it quite good because I am not the kind of person who is into thick makeup so not too bad for me. I basically treat this as a skin care product not a makeup product. Above all, it really smells very nice. I am taking photo once a week to keep track of my skin improvement. But I will still go for facial religiously because I have skipped too much session and my skin condition has gone bad again. So now I will stick to all my basic routine and stop eating fried food and carbonated drink until I am satisfy with my skin condition and weight. Hehe.

I felt very motivated !

Times fly and there are still so much things I have yet to do.

Mum has been in and out of Singapore these few weeks and she had just return from Honk Kong for holiday, which is like super nice. ~super envy~ Even though she didn’t call me that one week (she said she didn’t know how to call back which I really don’t believe) bought me lots and lots of stuff. Heh~ I was so happy.

And I went to Genting again with the boyfriend and his friend, but this time round we also went to KL for a one day trip, but it was pretty disappointing in KL cos we din have much things to buy and it has to rain when we want to go pataling jaya to shop. Boyfriend couldn’t go look for his sport shoe. We also celebrated our 4^th year anniversary on our way back to Singapore on the tour bus. How sweet~ and we are planning to go to Bangkok this July for a shopping spree which I really look forward to and hopefully by then I will manage to save up quite a lot to buy lots and lots of dresses. Boyfriend will be going to Taiwan soon for exercise and he also promised me that he will try to buy some clothes and dress for me. I will miss you~

Work has been hard for me due to all the changes set by the Government, I have been practically working OT daily and I have no time for study and going for my prelim which really make me feel quite troubled. I think I am so going to fail my entire subject this time round. I have applied block leave before my revision lecture start and hopefully I can try to catch up my study. I am so dead just thinking about my study. May I pass all my paper this coming exam. Somebody please help me, I seldom felt so panicky about my study, but this time round I really lose to it. I feel panic on one hand but on the other hand, I am still pretty much a slacker. Haiz~ this is life.